For OctPoWriMo Day 5 the Prompt is based around the word denied. According to Merriam-Webster, “denied” has several meanings: 1. Declared untrue; 2. Refused to admit or acknowledge; 3. Gave a negative answer to, refused to grant, restrained from gratification of desires; 4. Refused to accept the existence, truth, or validity of.
Also combining with Sarah from MindLoveMisery’s Menagerie‘s Saturday Mix Prompt, using two sets of homophones: jewel – precious stone and joule – unit of measure, with grill – to sear or cook, and grille – an iron gate or door.
Denied the cobbled roads that lead, to where?
To lands I’ll never lay my eyes upon.
To hills I’ll never have the heart to climb.
Denied because I’m ripped apart inside
Tendrils and dust, ashes and rust;
What’s broken can it be fixed?
Laid across the grilles, tired of being grilled;
But each little chip, each fault line,
Means what once was ideal, will never be again.
Will never be perfect and new.
A jewel cracked, a diamond smashed;
No joules enough to fix the fractures.
Perhaps it’s age, or mere survival?
Taking a step back, finding space to breath.
It’s just that somethings shatter forever;
I haven’t figured out how to reconfigure diamond dust.
To follow those same trails,
And not break a little with each step forward.
I know forgiveness is a balm, a start,
I just wish it could forget and make anew,
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