For November Notes Day 2 the song is “New Rules” by Dua Lipa. I’m combining this prompt with Björn from #dVerse Peet’s Pub on defining a monster you fear.
Dua Lipa – “New Rules”
I saw him walk,
Saw him fire randomly.
Searchimg for specific victims,
Fear was palpable, hanging heavy —
In the sunlit air, deceptive for the scent of blood.
Pungent, stinging my lungs,
As if breathing in a mustard gas.
No one should ever have to know —
Deaths putrid scent.
See it pooling,
From a loved one or friend.
No one should have to see,
How medicine cannot always heal;
By knowledge or by quickness.
That the scariest monsters are the ones,
Seemingly kind, normal,
Even attractive humans.
Those who cannot function,
Losing control by illness,
Or by self-indoctrination.
Breaking to pieces,
Flipping their humanity switch.
Or lost in a terrifying nightmare,
Blurring into their edges.
They’ve nothing soft left,
No heart remaining,
In cold blood or insanity.
He may have been a gun man,
Or perhaps, he was a manipulator?
A lesser monster whose pain,
Transformed into rage.
A monster stealing peace of mind,
Security and safety.
Through vile methods.
He’s the twenty phone calls your ignoring,
Sleeping with him anyways,
Just so he’ll go away.
Because you don’t feel anything,
Cringing at his touch.
Under him it’s all to clear,
Your never over him;
Until you don’t let him return ever.
But he enjoys the tatters,
While regret knots in your stomach,
Grows agonizing when he —
Doesn’t hear all your “No’s” and “Stops.”
But you stay with him,
You let him believe,
Because has the power to harm,
A craziness in his eyes.
Different bullets than the gunmen,
Bullets just the same.
Ban the ballots, the gunpowder,
Save those trapped,
By gun toting diehards,
And fools who take advantage —
Wielding obsession and abuse.
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