Inside me I hope you see my soul,
Dreaming accomplishment, goals.
I wish you could reach deep within, see —
See beneath the visage, me.
There’s more then what is visible, in a sunrise —
Lost in the spaces of memory, arising.
I hope I can reveal to you,
Treasures of thoughts, giving you clues.
I’m a women capable of love,
I take, I give more; push and shove,
I spoil you because you’re a vision, my best-friend
Depending on you, it’s difficult to do, in the end.
Not sure what this says about my mind,
That I cannot trust; hurt inside.
Little by little I’ll give you more,
I’m afraid you’ll see me out the door,
I’m dreaming, being comfortable together.
Both in our sweats, and me cuddled in forever.
You get nervous, when I go beyond,
Physicality, a skin bond.
You give me looks at certain times,
Staring into my eyes, I’m moon shine.
But then, ignoring me because I did something wrong.
I don’t read minds, ever heard the tune of that song.
At times, I believed we were going,
Places, you and I, showing —
Each other we can do this spring,
We can be special, mean something.
Then you tune me out again, until you want “it” again.
I’m sad, I feel knives; leaving you, I lose but gain.
I’m strong on my own and thrive.
Demonstrating I survive.
Wires of energy feeling vibes.
Turning away from us, describe —
The beauty of being alone, peaceful, and free.
Inside me, I create my own happy place, you’ll see.
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