I would be thrilled if I could go shopping,
I enjoy it online or in some stores,
I don’t buy too many clothes, but when it’s cold,
I like to buy opaque tights, blouses, and boots.
A few pieces that show I’ve kept up in fashion,
I am on trend, and I look put together,
See before you, the image of a fashionable girl,
But I’m trying to lose weight and go down a few sizes.
A problem because my wardrobe is built on
All my favourite clothes but in my current sizes.
So if I buy even a piece or two more, that is just
More clothes that don’t fit at a size or two smaller
That gape at my waist, and look as if they’ll fall off me.
At least that’s how I imagine it would be,
I’ve got months ahead of me and the problem is,
I can’t do any shopping until I am sure,
What size I will be, or what size I will not be.
And it’s not an issue of money. I could shop if I want.
But the practical voice inside tells me, wear your wardrobe
And wait for spring shopping,
Then you will see, if you’ll be how you’ll be.
Or if your clothes all still fit and you can buy the same sizes.
A first world problem, indeed.