Day 3 – NaPoWriMo – Fourteener – ” What I am.”

I want to be a free be – 

Ing; without the pain it brings.

I want to care about every – 

thing; without being let down again.

I close my eyes and try to –

listen to the calm and bright.

But sneaking in like a lion,

My thoughts turn dark and dangerous.

I cannot control the way,

my thoughts turn pale and muted.

But I have learned what I am

And nothing save time will bring me

down. I am all smiles and sun.