He’s Gone


I’ll leave you behind, said the part of me that was in control.
I’ll take it as a sign, that you were never in my life
And the days pass by, the moon still gleams and I promise to forget
Haven’t let you go yet, I’m the keeper of a dream
Because you changed my life, made me see the strife, made me see
I wasn’t to be blamed. You can’t say that it was all my fault.
I was only 19. To young to barely see, what was right in front of me.
And the years passing by bring a new story alive, and I know now that dream.
Was never meant to be.

If you live in past, you’ll never move on
You’ll never grow strong, he’ll never be gone.
But your living life, like a thief in the night
Stealing time trying to forget.
First love, it is the painfullest
And oh baby, he’s gone.

So the years have passed by, in the blink of the old one’s eyes.
And you’ve made a new life, built a foundation from ashes.
The rubble it’s gone, he left the pieces when he moved on.
Still every now and then, you find yourself looking back.
Thinking why did I love, what I couldn’t have, that really wasn’t love at all.
And history repeats, like a native drum beat, repetitious and strong, don’t you see
I’ve never really moved on, you stole a part of me and she’s all gone.
I didn’t know it all along, that you took my past spun the present alive, made a web of mockery.
Mocked that I’d never have you.

If you live in the past, you’ll never move on
You’ll never grow strong, he’ll never be gone
But your living your life, like a thief in the night
Stealing time trying to forget.
First love is the painfullest
And oh baby, he’s gone.

Now you’re stronger then you think, you’ve got another dream to live.
A man who loves you best, if only time would allow you to forget, but you still regret
Your young and in love, what else could you need, you have the world before you
You have everything you’ve ever wanted to have, but your heart won’t let you forget
There’s still a part of him in you yet, he owns pieces of your nightmares.
He owns pieces of your fragile mind, and yet rejection made you what you are today.
A woman who knows better then to be undervalued again, and you’ll never move on
But you’ll be tougher knowing you’ve taken that road before and survived the fall.
Time has rolled on.

You’ll never forget
But thank God, baby, he’s gone.

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mandibelle16

I'm a Canadian girl who loves the local sports scene. The NHL and CFL And recently, some NFL games. Also, I’m into hatha yoga, walks in the river valley; drawing and painting, makeup, hairstyles, and the beauty niche. Also, I enjoy learning about improving my writer the other topics in seminars, classes, TED Talks, and podcasts. I’m a casual Freelance writer and worker. Both on various subjects of academia in the humanities, social sciences, business, arts, and architecture. I’ve also freelanced blog in beauty, health, skincare, and related topics. I’m an excellent researcher in most any subject. I’m also a freelancer of a different kind for a company called Givergy. Moreover, I love dogs and love hanging out with my friends and family whenever I'm able. I enjoy spring, summer, and early fall when the weathers warm and there are many festivals and activities occurring. I'm also a writing fanatic. Check-out some of my published poetry on www.spillwords.com. I’ve been published on other literary sites, as well. Recently, I had a short story published in a Cinderella Anthology, Cinderella Reimagined. It’s available here: https://www.amazon.com/Cinderella-Reimagined-Anthology-Retellings/dp/1979701970/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1523903011&sr=8-1&keywords=cinderella+reimagined If you need to contact me or are a blogger/writer or a blogger for a cause and are interested in being Interviewed, please visit my ‘contact page’ at the top of my blog.

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